Waiting crap

iTunes: Khayalan Tingkat Tinggi - Peter Pan

Since last week, I've been checking my yahoo account like a mad woman. Every single minute. With nothing left to do now, I constantly wander around like a useless moron; keep overloading my head with all the negative stuff instead listing the positive one. I do realize the fact that I have sacrificed my whole holiday, waiting for this job. But really, I couldn't think the better way to resolve it. I was left here alone and I have to make that damn decision asap. And I did. So here I am, waiting. And still waiting, for a very long time.

You know, everything was perfectly fine a month ago. I got a job, I accepted it and I was informed that everything will be on its way by March. Everything was great. And now it ALMOST ruined!! I have nothing; no confirmation, whatsoever! All I have is an email, asking me to wait til everything got settled. I was supposed to get everything confirmed last week. But something came up, messed up everything and I really have no idea what to expect. So, I sit and worried. A lot. Trust me, it wasn't fun at all.

Don't you just hate waiting?

I remember the first thing I wanted to buy since I got my first iPod is iBook. But, for the last 6 months, I've been eyeing the better one instead. It hasn't been my ultimate desire to actually have it at that moment, as money has always been the no. 1 problem. Only this year, I finally decided to purchase one after a lot of arguments and consideration. Plus, as I was SUPPOSED to start working by now, I'm expecting more cash by the end of this March. But now, because of that pending job, I have to think of something else to survive for the next 2 months. Haiyaaa..... Still, no regrets. I'm just counting days as I'll be expecting that fancy black box any day now.

Hmmmm.. Why everything has to wait?

Labels: Apple, My iTunes, Rant