When you work here, we want you to at least learn something besides helping us with the project. So, are you interested to learn any new programming language if we want you to?In desperate of getting the job, I answered
yes; even though my mind was screaming 'no way!'. I returned home that night, feeling guilty and thinking about the consequence I might get by lying to them. And for that too, I really hope I didn't get the job, as I just might not be able to deliver the task and fail them terribly.
Since I wasn't expecting anything, I just chilled all week until I received their rejection today. And surprisingly, I was devastated.
Hmmmm..
Kenapa ya?
Well maybe I did screw up a bit during the interview. But still, i hope to be at least offered a job before declining it. Come on, I traveled almost 5 hrs by train to that place, yet nothing? It's sure hell a tiny frustration here. Plus, I'm still hoping for a job so, anything will do.
A-N-Y-T-H-I-N-G.
I guess, I do have a chance to return home after all. I mean, there's nothing more to wait as I'm pretty sure to proceed with another study semester next march. So, I might just as well go home and have a great holiday, rather than sitting here alone all winter. Hey, I won't be missing the wedding too! Nice! Yeah, I should start booking ticket! I bet Fina's plan is still on. And I could be at Riza's engagement party. And the reunion too.
Yet why I'm still upset?
Man, why isn't it snowing right now?
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