It was 6 days away before the final paper and I already felt
macam nak mati. I've been stressing myself to work so much lately that somehow I couldn't even bother to do anything else but study. I know it's a good change but damn, it was so tiring. The negative thoughts were all over the place and it was the first thing that pops up every time I wake up and the last thing I think of each time before I go to sleep.
Rasa cam nak gile!
I know, it's just another problem.
Biasa la semua org ada problem. But when you have lots of burden in your head, you couldn't do anything but struggle.
Yelah, things gonna be fine but how do you know?
It got worse when people around started talking about holidays,
pegi situ,
pegi sini,
balik Malaysia and stuff. I know you want to go here and there, but don't ask me those questions yet. I don't have the answers. I really don't know what I'm going to do til next week. So please, stop asking where I'm going,
ko confirm ke tak,
nak ikut tak or whatever. I don't know!!!
Full stop.
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