When I started writing this blog, I have never thought that anyone; other than myself, would ever read it. There are stuff I couldn't tell my friends; even best friends, and that is when I decided to blog. If you're a fan of a book by Sophie Kinsella:
Can You Keep A Secret?, you probably understand why I took that name.
When dealing with the www thing, I'm totally aware, it's never gonna be personal anymore. The whole wide world will read it and you have no right to stop them from doing so. But it's getting really awkward lately, especially when close friends suddenly keep track on what I do and how I feel; up close and personal. It's different when you tell a story to a friend and when you're writing it. Call it weird but I do feel that way all the time. Somehow I prefer them not to know. But I got to deal with that. Hmmm.. Well, maybe not right now.
Anyway, last night, when a friend left me a message; telling me to check out a blog, I was shocked to find a picture of my sis in
harimau suit, lying on the top of the page. I read the part and confused. I know it was for an April fool sake but for one thing, why that picture? Pissed and still confused!
PMSOne of the many things women should feel so lucky about is to feel free using pms card during the meltdown period. I know, I shouldn't have cried that day. But there were lots of things in mind that the small things suddenly became a huge deal for me. Laugh if you want. No one actually knows how it felt (not even you!!) and it was so damn hard not to let it go. So really, lets blame the pms!
My Birthday CakeAs for weekend, I have a great time. I went to Reutlingen straight after my Friday class, shopped at IKEA the next day, lots of chat and laugh with friends at night and then bbq on Sunday. I even got my birthday cake this year; specially made by Miss Add. So, I thanked her for that. It's my parents tradition to have Angel's American chocolate cake on my birthday and it was so damn sweet when a friend made one for me this year. Again, thanks a lot!
Easter BreakWhen I reached home yesterday, I listed down all the termin for this week and it got longer than I expected. I have routine-of-a-day stuff like classes, homeworks etc, plus I'm handling the food community for the MGSS upcoming event; football tournament, which is 4 days away. I also have software project deadline on Thursday, Termin mit Pruefungsamt regarding my failed paper last sem and more and more projects to hand in next week. As some of my friends are enjoying their long easter break at the moment, I might not be having any holiday at all. Oooo well, I guess no one give a damn about that!
Ok, ignore this entry. I'm just not in a mood right now. Sorry..
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