I have a quick chat with my ex-classmate this evening. He's now an engineer btw. He's a nice guy but I didn't have a chance to know him better back then. Anyway, we talked about a lot of stuff and he finally asked this q's. Well, not that harsh but still..
Kau apsal tak abis-abis belajar lagi? Bukan kau dulu budak pandai ke dalam class? Budak pandai patut lagi awal la abis?Ok, that was lots of quesitons in one sentence, man! Where should I start?
Frankly, I've been asking that same question myself all this while. I don't know the right answer for that. Hmmm... Why haven't I finished yet? Most of my friends have graduated or at least going to by the end of this year or early next year, but I'm still here, studying til I graduate hopefully in 2006! I'm still in 2nd year, studying software engineering with a few papers to repeat, tons of subjects that are getting harder and harder each days. What is wrong with me? Have I make a mistake?
Recently, I heard rumors in
MGSS about the status of our diplom in Malaysia and it was not yet settled. It was so frustrating, actually. I hope by 2006, it's going to be fine.
I know, the scholarship has made this whole process easier. Money is the top factor why I actually took this offer in the first place. I was 20 and with that amount of money, I could have helped my parents a lot even if they think they could support me my entire life. However, money can't buy anything. Believe me, I know.
All I can think of right now is to get my diplom and get the hell out of here! Period.
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