Arghh&%$@@!!$§!!!!!!!!! You wanna know how suck it is to live overseas all by yourself? When you have something terrible in mind; that you was so tired of thinking over and over again, you have no mom to hug. I have an emotional breakdown since yesterday which I'm trying to be cool about it, but I couldn't. I have everything, all in one; I'm angry, sad, happy. I felt like laughing, yelling and crying. I've tried everything I could think of to make it goes away. But it's still there. It sucks! I just need one thing right now. I need my mom and I really really hope she's here. She doesn't have to do anything. She just have to hold and tell me that everything is gonna be alright. But the thing is, she isn't here.
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